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this quote has me thinking about my life... but only late at night and in moments of silence.... the rest of the time i'm listening to sounds so loud and/or cluttered i can't find my thoughts.

"if i really loved god, my innate and persistent selfishness will have recieved its death-blow"   - alexander smellie

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i saw this and thought it very interesting so i decided to fill it out.

10 years ago: i was 9 and lived in colorado. i think i had just become a christian and was dealing with whether or not it was cool to cuss. i also had trouble figuring out whether or not fighting was a sin. i think i decided it wasn't cause i broke my hand on a guys head. i was dumb, i think.

5 years ago: i was 14 and lived in louisiana. i was really short and not good at anything. i started getting serious about my faith and starting going to church a lot. i was still afraid of girls...

1 year ago: i just started college. i was still afraid of girls, but decided i'd rather face my fears then hide from them. i also spent a lot of time planning and making movies with my friends. i think i was deciding that i hated school... on every level...

yesterday: i watched lsu beat arkansas. i also went with some guys to little rock for one of my friends birthday. it was cool, but i realized how lame i am. i thought i was a nice guy, but i realized that i'm only nice when i'm in a good mood. other times, i'm kind of bore to be around.

5 snacks i like: spicy doritos, granola bars, the purple skittles, raw vegetables and this dip stuff my nana and mom make (mmm), this dessert stuff my mom makes

5 songs i know by heart: gold and silver, by stavesacre; cinematic, by cool hand luke; one lonely visitor, by chevelle; bohemian rapsody, by queen; the titanic song, by celine dion

5 things i'd do with a million bucks: tithe; buy my dad a new truck; go visit my old youth pastor in florida; buy new tires for my lame car; give the rest to my mom

5 bad habits: speaking before i think; not spending time in silence, alone; butt-punching unsuspecting friends; thinking someone else will clean it up; saying words i wish i didn't

5 biggest joys: silence; making someone smile; having a message i think is really important and getting to share it; my family; my friends

5 tv shows: SPORTSCENTER; nfl live; college gameday; seinfeld; wheel of fortune with my mom and grandparents

5 characteristics of girls i would date: worshipper; honest; soft spoken; smart; compassionate

5 people i tag: uh, i don't know what tagging is.

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as i'm sure you've all heard, that concert was cool.

my mom had surgery but is getting better. now my dog is having surgery. she tore her acl.... why we're paying money to fix our dog, i don't know. my mom likes that dog or something.

man i can't wait to go home for the week. i have no idea what i'll do and am sure i'll be dissapointed with my choices of entertainment, but it will sure beat lame classes and lamer teachers.

man my one highlight of every week isn't happening this week. i really really like what i do at my church and am going to miss it this week, even though i think i really need a break.

why does everyone talk about getting married? or about dating someone? i don't understand why people make themselves think that having a relationship with some other person will some how complete them as an individual. foolishness... but i'm guilty of it myself i suppose.

i want to.... i want to.... i wanna ROCK.

p.s. i hate it when people say that they "heart" something. i mean, it was clever i guess when the first person said it, now its just insanely annoying and ignorant.... not to sound like a jerk... i mean.... i heart you guys.

I want to live in such a way
That when I’m gone my friends would say
That if my life was turned to film
I’d be standing on a mountain shouting victory in the end
But in my heart I know it’s only true
If I’m supporting actor and the Oscar goes to You

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EVERYONE IN THE WORLD!!!! ATTENTION EVERYONE IN THE WORLD!!!!

next tuesday night, november the 15th, for the small price of $5 you can experience some really cool guys playing music. come to juanita's in little rock at 9 p.m. and have yourself a gay ol time.

seriously, my friends from the band perfect flaw are playing at juanita's tuesday and need your support. they need to get at least 50 people there in order to have a chance of being invited back by juanita's. so be cool and show some love.

thanks.

p.s. if you need some incentive, the lead singer is REALLY hott.

p.s.s. if you're in high school or something and your parents say 9 o'clock is too late to be in little rock, start singing very quietly "we're not going to take it, no we ain't gonna take it, we're not going to take it, anymore." proceed to get louder and louder with your singer as you stand on the kitchen table. from my personal experience, this will either get you what you want, or a butt whooping. it's worth the risk if you ask me.